Who Am I?

Years ago if someone was to ask me to describe myself in a couple of words, I would have most likely spewed a laundry list of flattering terms...some of them true, while others were just embellished adjectives that I knew the inquisitor wanted to hear. As I got older however, I've learned that how you are perceived by others or how you see yourself is not at all important if you are not striving to live in righteousness according to the laws given by the Most High.

All these years growing up, I thought that being "nice", "humble", "hardworking" or "charitable" have secured my seat in the kingdom of heaven. Don't get me wrong, all of those traits are beautiful, but those traits become ugly and undesirable if you are only aiming to please everyone BUT the Creator. 

When you dedicate your life to fearing the Lord, following Yahawashi and keeping the commandments to the best of your ability, you will soon realize that how you are perceived by mere mortals is not as important or a "non mother f'ing factor" (like some sistas like to say lol).

So who am I? Well first I'm an Israelite from the tribe of Benjamin :)  Most importantly, I'm a devout servant of the Most High and Christ. Although I've experienced many things growing up, I can definitely say that I haven't truly lived until after I got into this truth. Not only does it help me keep my sanity in this wicked world, but the scriptures feed me and give me life; with something to look forward to (John 6 32:35).

Although this transition has not been easy, it is well worth it. I can't remember if there was ever a time when I was in the Christian church, if I had such zeal for the "word of God". I vividly remember all of those yawn inducing sermons. Maybe back then, my spirit was able to recognize the fallacies and hypocrisies that were being fed to me and my people. But now that I have emerged myself in truth and knowledge, I can say that I serve the Creator with gladness and an eager spirit.