Ecclesiastes 1:18

For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.

When you have the knowedge and wisdom of the scriptures, you have a better understanding of why the world is the way it is. And quite frankly, this world is jacked up and the conditions our people are in is upsetting. Things are no longer what it may seem and you begin to realize how bitter this captivity is. To struggle each and everyday of your life and to see your people, who are spiritually dead and rebellious is disheartening...

What is also very sad is knowing that although you have the knowledge of the scriptures and zealously follow The Most High and Christ, your friends, family, aquaintances and neighbors are not wiling to do the same. So on top of this bitter captivity you have to face mockery and ridicule from those you are trying to wake up. But don't get discouraged, remember that the LORD will wake up his chosen when HE sees they are ready. It may happen sooner than you think, or it may seem like it will take forever. But remember it is soley up to the will of The Most High.

The best way to alleviate this sorrow is to seek comfort in the scriptures. Glory knowing that The Most High is a man of HIS word and HE will deliver us through Yahawashi. Knowing that things will get better and that we will be set free leaving the wicked behind is comforting.

Blessed be the Lord God of Israel; for he hath visited and redeemed his people, And hath raised up an horn of salvation for us in the house of his servant David; As he spake by the mouth of his holy prophets, which have been since the world began: That we should be saved from our enemies, and from the hand of all that hate us;  To perform the mercy promised to our fathers, and to remember his holy covenant;  The oath which he sware to our father Abraham,  That he would grant unto us, that we being delivered out of the hand of our enemies might serve him without fear, In holiness and righteousness before him, all the days of our life. (Luke 1 68:75)